09.30.09

listening to: Sorry Sorry, Super Junior

HAPPY BIRTHDAY MOMMY! i looooove you. :)

ahhhh, i have the house to myself, except for my brother. mommy and daddy are out for back to school night. it's so relaxing.
today was great until band came. idk what's going to happen. and i can say that i really dislike this year. i feel so underdogged. like so many people are underestimating me. and all these changes are being made for people who can't count. >:[ and no visuals yet. *sigh.
oh well. there's nothing but up. stay positive! for the band.

i feel like there are so many closed doors in the band. so many dark secrets. and noone is opening them. and it sucks choosing to stay on this side and not open them. for the safety of the ones on the other side.

4 comments:

  1. The underestimation can actually work for you. Personally, I prefer underestimation more than any other estimation. When you're looked down upon, the greater damage your accomplishments will do to their ego :D and that is a definite added bonus!

    mannn if darren and I were there, we would feed you guys soooo many horn manuals!! Not that "down tch tch up" crap xD

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  2. i guess. i hate being underestimated, you know? it's like, you think you know better? please. idk. im starting to sound cocky, i hate that part of me. :l

    LOL. maggie is like, determined to fit a baton twirl somewhere in the show. first, she wanted it for horn manuels. then she wants to do it for her solo. -_____- no maggie no.

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  3. I hope kaldy lets her! I hope she hits herself on the head :D

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  4. LOL. so messed up. she's so confused, its so funny. she's like, 'how do i relax my flute?' she wanted to hold it like a gun, over the shoulder thing. -____- touche maggie, touche.

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