01.13.10

listening to: the computer hum.

first day of finals down! hard english and then APUSH. english was ok. had to do a movie critique essay on the great gatsby. but APUSH was friggin hard! well. not hard. intense. 80 multiple choice questions and then a DBQ essay on the Era of Good Feeling after the War of 1812.
the only good thing about today is that school got out at 12:20. i hung out though until around 1. i was dying of hunger after school but noone wanted to go eat so i had to wait until i got home. i totally destroyed teh frige. i ate a bowl of fried rice, 16 water dumplings, and 5 pieces of lamb. and im still hungry. idk whats wrong with me. i think im going through a growth spurt. oh i hope not...i dont want to get taller.


you know its true. <3

01.11.10

listening to: Friend, TOP & Taeyang



take me here one day and i would be one ridiculously happy girl.

01.10.10

listening to: Please Don't Go, CL & 민지

the week back from winterbreak was so long! there was barely any work but still. im so lazy too...i dont ever do any work. well i do but just the bare minimum. i dont do any extra studying when i really need to anymore. i just lay and bed and go on the internet or play music. so sleepy too. anybody get that? i just KO in 1st and 5th period all the time.
anyway, i got PE, American Literature, and Band finals down. Got an A on Band, no final for American Literature, and PE is just...PE. haha. but im worrying for everything else. not so much for APUSH but for my math classes. Precal and Physics. ugh. im just winging it for Physics im really not going to try. Math ill study for but i really doubt im going to get a good grade. D: why finals? why just let us pass?

soo the week back. the whole week was just so fast and tiring. things kept on going at such a fast speed and here i am wishing for a snail pace. so the whole week was just school, home, school, home. and then on friday me, Jennifer, Kirsten, Axell, Keith, DeAlarik, and Sam all went out to ihop. that place is really good. idk what's with me but places like Denny's or ihop i dont like. they look...idk fake to me? idk. but i prefer not to eat there. but everyone went so i went to. messed up the guys all got rides there and made me Jen and Kirsten walk. my God. such gentlemen you are. T.T so walked to ihop the guys were already there so we just walked in and got the table. i ordered a belgium waffle, Jennifer ordered cheesecake pancakes and Kirsten ordered regular pancakes and the guys got burgers. i had to leave around 5:30 but everyone stayed until around 7, im guessing. i have no idea. haha. it was an ok week. looking back on it im not complaining about it. anymore.

so this weekend will be all studying. its only 11 AM and im so tired. got side tracked. :P i hope i get good grades. xD

01.02.10

listening to: Dancing Shoes, AJ

finally finally finally started on homework! phew. got APUSH and chinese and band done. all that's not done is precal. i strongly dislike precal. i think it can wait until tomorrow. :D
so yesterday i went to watch Sherlock Holmes with Maggie, Albert, Jessica, Darren and Wilson Cheah. that is a good movie. cracked me up i thought it was hilarious. some parts were scary i had to look away. but overall it was a really good movie. Robert Downy Jr. i have to say for an old guy looks pretty good. after Sherlock Holmes we all went over to Chilis to eat. me and Maggie carpooled with Jessica and raced Darren and Wilson even though they didnt know we were racing... and when we got there Alan Hsu and Alex Tu came and joined us. dinner was fun. i witnessed the sugar packet game for the first time. that is the most disgusting game ever. how can people play that game i would choke and die. unless it were salt. :D i didnt order anything i wasnt hungry. inside i felt bad. worried and anxious and if i ate anything i was sure i was going to throw up. so i kept my head down and chugged a coca-cola.
i gave Maggie a ride home and when i came back the mahjong party was still in full swing so i locked myself in my room and called up Jennifer. we talked for awhile about some serious stuff and i came to the serious and fatal conclusion. dun-dun-dun. if its a no...then how low could a person get you know? if its a no, its your own damn fault our friendship is over. im tired of being used and dropped like an old worn out toy. how many times do i have to go through this. god dammit.

today is my grandma's birthday. happy birthday pa-pa! i love you! going to a restuarant with my relatives to celebrate. ive been going out so much this week to eat i think im going to gain weight. xD whooo im a fatty. feels good to eat a lot though. i need a stress reliever. :)

01.01.10

listening to: Stylish, Big Bang

first day of 2010. cant say it was all the enjoyable. but happy anyway. happy new year!