march 31
last day of the month! finally. this month is sooo long. and im looking foward to a few things next month. april here i come. :) yeah...so i just got back from tap ex. celebration for a friend visiting. it was ok..im sick now. i get tired of tap ex really easily. yeah...and school was ok. band rehearsal. kinda boring. concert tonight! exciting. yeah well. that's all. a usual day. that's all. shower and hwk then get ready for concert at 7. bye!
march 30
ouch urgh. im seeing double right now. that's what you get for sitting in a dark room with only a laptop screen on. i need to close my eyes for awhile...ok. yeah so. my day was an aOK day. regular day at school...my chemistry teacher threw this friggin test at me first thing in the morning today. that sucked. i didnt even know i had a test that day. so i failed that test. BAD. i didnt answer at least half of that thing. OMFG. i hate chemistry. i dont care if i pass with a C. i just want to pass that class and get it over with. hm...and then yeah. that's really all. it was solo ensemble today in band class. that was fun. i was outside and was hanging with jen, maggie, jessica, tim and axell. that was fun. jen and her funny crab feed stories. hm...im excited for tomorrow! i get to skip some school and i have a concert. yay! everyone thinks its boring but i like the concerts. its a nice change to the night. and after school i went over to lorraines. that was fun. we went to walgreens and got some spagetti and ravioli. it was ok..and we went to mcdonalds after that. we ran into axell dee kevin, denise and her sister, i think. i dont really know her. yeah. that was fun. hm...yeah. went back to lorraines. and watched a horror movie. that was a good movie. but i didnt get to watch all of it cuz i had to do world history. :( but at least i got some work done.
yep. i downloaded a new song onto my itunes. its called 'with everything' by Hillsong. its my fav song right now. makes me want to get up out of my bed and do some good for the world and the people around me. :) those are the songs i love the most.
OH YEAH. jen and lorraine and kenny. u guys are evil. EVIL. and im also beating myself up over this too. why are u guys talking to him?! and not me?! i know why. cuz im so chicken. haha. u guys give me a heart attack everytime you do that to me. tsk. ok. next time, ill go with u guys.
and jennifer really needs to post more blogs! im going to tell you tomorrow. haha. shower. g'nite.
yep. i downloaded a new song onto my itunes. its called 'with everything' by Hillsong. its my fav song right now. makes me want to get up out of my bed and do some good for the world and the people around me. :) those are the songs i love the most.
OH YEAH. jen and lorraine and kenny. u guys are evil. EVIL. and im also beating myself up over this too. why are u guys talking to him?! and not me?! i know why. cuz im so chicken. haha. u guys give me a heart attack everytime you do that to me. tsk. ok. next time, ill go with u guys.
and jennifer really needs to post more blogs! im going to tell you tomorrow. haha. shower. g'nite.
FINALLY
HE'S FINALLY ON WHEN I'M ON!
hallelujeh. i swear to God he better not sign off before i talk to him. urgh. woow, what a dork i am. darn, both of u guys are away. so im talking to maggie. lol. yay! im talking to him! :) woow, so exciting. but i cant help but think he's talking to another girl.
anyway. my day. i got another korean CD. :) yay! i love my CD's. they're like, my children. but yeah...and hm...i took a really late shower. around 5. and then when i was getting dressed my fingernail ripped off. :( well. not off. but somthing jammed under it, and ripped sidways. so it hurts like a mother fu*ker right now. ew. i dont want to look. dammit i looked its so gross. and yeah...i went out to dinner and it was ok...a cheap buffet. i havent done my hwk yet. i should start. but i dont want too.
oh yeah, yesterday was coffeehouse. that was fun. richard and jason (my friends from church) did this hilarious skit. my fav line was when jason's all like, 'they call me STEELCUT' and richard's all like, 'LIKE THE OATMEAL'. haha. funny stuff. you guys should meet them. they like to think they're cool asian pimps. but yea. they're not. x) jason's too baby cute for that. hm....yeah. i went to coffeehouse baking. that was fun. i got redvelvet cake. :) yummm. and like, deborah's house was sooo fun. her husband's cool, too. but i forgot his name. oops. x) sorry. he was really happy he had someone to play his videogames with. and they're house if really BIG. i love it. i want it. haha. its like something you would find in a magazine.
:( im really sad. he's not responding now. i mean. maybe it's becuase my mess. didnt go through, but yeah. i dont want to look all pushy. ill wait till he responds. but what if he signs off? argghhh. this is so hard. haha.
i finally finished my korean drama 'I Am Sam'. that's a good drama. it was cute. one of the actors where from Big Bang. his name's TOP. and yeah. he's hot. i got to admit. and i just watched it for him. but its still a good show. haha. hmm....yeah. i wish u guys were on right now. i need you. :( but yeah.ill leave it at that for today. g'nite.
hallelujeh. i swear to God he better not sign off before i talk to him. urgh. woow, what a dork i am. darn, both of u guys are away. so im talking to maggie. lol. yay! im talking to him! :) woow, so exciting. but i cant help but think he's talking to another girl.
anyway. my day. i got another korean CD. :) yay! i love my CD's. they're like, my children. but yeah...and hm...i took a really late shower. around 5. and then when i was getting dressed my fingernail ripped off. :( well. not off. but somthing jammed under it, and ripped sidways. so it hurts like a mother fu*ker right now. ew. i dont want to look. dammit i looked its so gross. and yeah...i went out to dinner and it was ok...a cheap buffet. i havent done my hwk yet. i should start. but i dont want too.
oh yeah, yesterday was coffeehouse. that was fun. richard and jason (my friends from church) did this hilarious skit. my fav line was when jason's all like, 'they call me STEELCUT' and richard's all like, 'LIKE THE OATMEAL'. haha. funny stuff. you guys should meet them. they like to think they're cool asian pimps. but yea. they're not. x) jason's too baby cute for that. hm....yeah. i went to coffeehouse baking. that was fun. i got redvelvet cake. :) yummm. and like, deborah's house was sooo fun. her husband's cool, too. but i forgot his name. oops. x) sorry. he was really happy he had someone to play his videogames with. and they're house if really BIG. i love it. i want it. haha. its like something you would find in a magazine.
:( im really sad. he's not responding now. i mean. maybe it's becuase my mess. didnt go through, but yeah. i dont want to look all pushy. ill wait till he responds. but what if he signs off? argghhh. this is so hard. haha.
i finally finished my korean drama 'I Am Sam'. that's a good drama. it was cute. one of the actors where from Big Bang. his name's TOP. and yeah. he's hot. i got to admit. and i just watched it for him. but its still a good show. haha. hmm....yeah. i wish u guys were on right now. i need you. :( but yeah.ill leave it at that for today. g'nite.
march 26th
yeah, today was well...kinda boring. just blehhh. haha. i dont know. a bunch of my friends where gone becuase of jazz band, and it was so empty and quiet without them. it was so boring. i had keith, kirsten, lorraine, and maggie, but it was still so quiet. lorraine was playing the ds, and kirsten was playing piano, and keith's keith. so i just stuck to maggie like another arm. haha. yeah...today was like, 3 different people's birthday's so there was balloon's everywhere. happy birthday erica, brandon, and courtney! haha. yeah. fun fun. i got to carry erica's cake. it was star shaped with lots (tons) of strawberries on top of it. yum. i stole a strawberry. lol! but yeah...that was really all. band was boring. just sad around. oh! sarah gave me a bunch of chines songs. so i have a bunch more songs. so im occupied. but it like, jacked up my ipod. so i have to fix it now. arghh...
hm....well. yeah. i know i talk about him all the time, so you dont have to read this part. sorry. but lorraine's right. this is a place where i should feel comfortable sharing my feelings. so yeah. im going to spill them. :) so yeah...its gotten to the point where i make friends stand near the table and watch to make sure no girls come around him. i mean, its not like im going to do anything about it, but still, i want to know. haha. obssesive, i know. god. i dont know. it making me mad that now that he has a fasion sense, everyone's trying to get him. he face looks exactly the same! and he acts the same, too. so why??? stay away from him....i mean I'M the one who practically dressed him. i made him pick out those clothes. and he listened to me. darn. i should have never had told him. now he knows how to wear them. and looks so good in them. haha. x) urgh...and perry found out. how? why?! why perry? dammit. ugh...yeah. i wish he sould sign on aim. but he never does. why? did he change his sn? i doubt it. he would have imed me. urgh...im so close to admitting that i will never get him and give up. why is this so hard? :(
but yeah. that was my day. he didnt walk with any girls. :) ooh, yeah. poor nelson was sick. get better! ok. homework. goodnight. hope you feel better lorraine!
hm....well. yeah. i know i talk about him all the time, so you dont have to read this part. sorry. but lorraine's right. this is a place where i should feel comfortable sharing my feelings. so yeah. im going to spill them. :) so yeah...its gotten to the point where i make friends stand near the table and watch to make sure no girls come around him. i mean, its not like im going to do anything about it, but still, i want to know. haha. obssesive, i know. god. i dont know. it making me mad that now that he has a fasion sense, everyone's trying to get him. he face looks exactly the same! and he acts the same, too. so why??? stay away from him....i mean I'M the one who practically dressed him. i made him pick out those clothes. and he listened to me. darn. i should have never had told him. now he knows how to wear them. and looks so good in them. haha. x) urgh...and perry found out. how? why?! why perry? dammit. ugh...yeah. i wish he sould sign on aim. but he never does. why? did he change his sn? i doubt it. he would have imed me. urgh...im so close to admitting that i will never get him and give up. why is this so hard? :(
but yeah. that was my day. he didnt walk with any girls. :) ooh, yeah. poor nelson was sick. get better! ok. homework. goodnight. hope you feel better lorraine!
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yep. ive been on for about an hour and a half waiting for him to sign on. he hasnt yet. why? why??
im so bored.
im so bored.
for you.
okok smore. u got it. haha. im dedicating this one for becuase u kept on pestering me. jk. :) even though you cant read this, out of loyalty, i will write this whole freaking thing. haha.
u know why i wrote this one for you. becuase you're my best friend :D and thanks for the picture today. now i can look at you alll day long. mmhm. ok...so...what can i say about you. well. first. when i met you, I was not the first one to talk to you, YOU were. just to clear things up. you came up to ME and then you dragged me around the quad telling everyone i was ur sister. and when you did that, you got me. we've been together ever since. <3
you can be lazy and a total goldigger. and only do stuff for urself. i.e: not going to the mall with me becuase you cant get anything. what about me? haha. but your also pretty, funny, cute, thoughtful, and smart. so FOB though even though ur american born. i dont get it. x) i love your accent though. its cute. and u know what? i think you're waaaay cooler than your brother, in fact, i think your brother needs to get a life and grow up. forreal. you take all of his responsibility, and all of his shit. sometimes i want to come over and smack some sense into him. and you! dont take his crap anymore! your better than that. haha.
hm...i can remember the good times we had together. ive gone shopping/movies with you like, a bazillion times. and ive told you about the bazillion crushes ive had. i wish i could have gone with your 'A' plan that night for the dance. but no. mines was better. haha. i didnt even go. :( but u know my parents, right?
OK. the only thing left to do is for me to SLEEPOVER. how come that hasnt happened yet? dammit. ill sneak in one night, i swear. haha. idc if your mom would kill you. if i dont get to sleepover by senior year, im sneaking in your window. haha.
yeah, well. i have so much planned for us. wait till spring break. im gonna drag you all over california. haha. probably not. but u know. we got our schedule. ;) and yeah. i hope we'll be in each other's lives for as long as ill be able to remember. well. at least up to your and mines wedding. im your maid of honor! and you're mines! haha! you better not break that promise. got it?
well. i wish you had a blog to read this. >:( but yeah. ill tell you what i wrote later becuase i know ull want to know. nosy nosy nosy. and so cute. :) this is what i love bout you smore. <3
u know why i wrote this one for you. becuase you're my best friend :D and thanks for the picture today. now i can look at you alll day long. mmhm. ok...so...what can i say about you. well. first. when i met you, I was not the first one to talk to you, YOU were. just to clear things up. you came up to ME and then you dragged me around the quad telling everyone i was ur sister. and when you did that, you got me. we've been together ever since. <3
you can be lazy and a total goldigger. and only do stuff for urself. i.e: not going to the mall with me becuase you cant get anything. what about me? haha. but your also pretty, funny, cute, thoughtful, and smart. so FOB though even though ur american born. i dont get it. x) i love your accent though. its cute. and u know what? i think you're waaaay cooler than your brother, in fact, i think your brother needs to get a life and grow up. forreal. you take all of his responsibility, and all of his shit. sometimes i want to come over and smack some sense into him. and you! dont take his crap anymore! your better than that. haha.
hm...i can remember the good times we had together. ive gone shopping/movies with you like, a bazillion times. and ive told you about the bazillion crushes ive had. i wish i could have gone with your 'A' plan that night for the dance. but no. mines was better. haha. i didnt even go. :( but u know my parents, right?
OK. the only thing left to do is for me to SLEEPOVER. how come that hasnt happened yet? dammit. ill sneak in one night, i swear. haha. idc if your mom would kill you. if i dont get to sleepover by senior year, im sneaking in your window. haha.
yeah, well. i have so much planned for us. wait till spring break. im gonna drag you all over california. haha. probably not. but u know. we got our schedule. ;) and yeah. i hope we'll be in each other's lives for as long as ill be able to remember. well. at least up to your and mines wedding. im your maid of honor! and you're mines! haha! you better not break that promise. got it?
well. i wish you had a blog to read this. >:( but yeah. ill tell you what i wrote later becuase i know ull want to know. nosy nosy nosy. and so cute. :) this is what i love bout you smore. <3
ehhh...
im feeling a little better now after talking to axell...phew.
this is short. reflections oh military ball!
darn, i feel bad. i hella didnt dance with alex. what a slap in the face to him! i feel bad...God. mann...to make it up to him ill put in an effort to get to know him better.
haha, NELSON. mann, that guy's funny. he's hilarious. he makes my day. really, he does. dance off was sooo funny. i will tease him for life on that.
u know what he told me? he told me there was this guy all over me at the ball. like, grinding up against me. but i didnt notice. really, i didnt. and nelson noticed too.
he's all like, 'allyson there was this guy up against you and dancing with you all night behind you but u didnt notice.'. o.o really? i didnt notice. and DAMMIT. i heart he was hella hot. that's what nelson said.
haha. i got him to say it throught text. he thought i was anna. x) nope. it was me! funny story. he goes to another school though...so oh well. :( darnnit.
this is short. reflections oh military ball!
darn, i feel bad. i hella didnt dance with alex. what a slap in the face to him! i feel bad...God. mann...to make it up to him ill put in an effort to get to know him better.
haha, NELSON. mann, that guy's funny. he's hilarious. he makes my day. really, he does. dance off was sooo funny. i will tease him for life on that.
u know what he told me? he told me there was this guy all over me at the ball. like, grinding up against me. but i didnt notice. really, i didnt. and nelson noticed too.
he's all like, 'allyson there was this guy up against you and dancing with you all night behind you but u didnt notice.'. o.o really? i didnt notice. and DAMMIT. i heart he was hella hot. that's what nelson said.
haha. i got him to say it throught text. he thought i was anna. x) nope. it was me! funny story. he goes to another school though...so oh well. :( darnnit.
sadsadsadsadsad...
im sad!!!! im so sad right now...like. i thought things where ok with me and him...but they're NOT. i mean. he's not mad at me or anything...but its awkward!! to just hang with him. its so awkward! ...like. wtf, i didnt even know what to say to him. it was like, candy canes? oh. i dont like candycanes. end of conversation. so sad...and then he left. dammit. he just got up and left. then i sat next to my friend and like. cried. ok. i didnt really cry, but i was cussing and upset becuase the realization hit me. dammit. darn...im in AIM right now waiting for him to sign on...but he's not! and like he talks to me the most on AIM. dammit. and im talking to axell...not much help. i like talking to axell, dont get me wrong. but its not taking my mind off of him. AUGHHH.....why did he have to come into the stupid badminton game????
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i think im gonna eat out my anger. i have lots of ramen and chcolate cake here...dammit. im gonna get so fat over this.
well...my day...my day was grey and dull. nothing to talk about.
oh yeah! r we going to sendai or not? mmm...i love sendai. this is not helping. im gonna eat. bye.
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i think im gonna eat out my anger. i have lots of ramen and chcolate cake here...dammit. im gonna get so fat over this.
well...my day...my day was grey and dull. nothing to talk about.
oh yeah! r we going to sendai or not? mmm...i love sendai. this is not helping. im gonna eat. bye.
and up and down day
Today was well...yeah. up and down. first i my dot started in 2nd period. and NOONE had anything. so i had to go solo for the whole day. not enjoyable. thankfully im super light the first 5 or 6 hours. ugh. it was gross. and i feel really sick the beginning of my dot, so i went to the nurse. and yeah. i got to rest. but i didnt get to go home. for some retarded reason. like, this girl came in like, 10 minutes after me and was like, 'i got hit by a ball. and it hurts'. and the nurse is all like, 'oh, u want to go home?'
what about me? wtf? haha. oh well. im cool with it.
im cool with it becuase after she kicked me out of the nurses office guess who i saw? yeah, i saw Pook! yeah. :) so i spent the whole SSR period walking around with him and talking to him. yeah...i had a good time. like i said, its like we never were awkward with each other. he just starts talking to me like nothing's different, which im so grateful for. how many people are like that? its like, i ran into him, and i dont even say anything, and he's like, 'guess what? i ate 12 pieces of pizza yesterday at mountain mikes. im eating so much these days'. which like...me too and of course im totally interested. haha. x)
so yeah. today was up and down...more like down first and then up. haha.
and jen, i know you dont have a dress. why lie to me about that? it dosent matter to me.
lorraine, dont stress. its over, you can stop worrying, ok? :) and ill come by tomorrow um...i think ill go home and get my stuff. i really dont want to chance it.
mmk, bye!
what about me? wtf? haha. oh well. im cool with it.
im cool with it becuase after she kicked me out of the nurses office guess who i saw? yeah, i saw Pook! yeah. :) so i spent the whole SSR period walking around with him and talking to him. yeah...i had a good time. like i said, its like we never were awkward with each other. he just starts talking to me like nothing's different, which im so grateful for. how many people are like that? its like, i ran into him, and i dont even say anything, and he's like, 'guess what? i ate 12 pieces of pizza yesterday at mountain mikes. im eating so much these days'. which like...me too and of course im totally interested. haha. x)
so yeah. today was up and down...more like down first and then up. haha.
and jen, i know you dont have a dress. why lie to me about that? it dosent matter to me.
lorraine, dont stress. its over, you can stop worrying, ok? :) and ill come by tomorrow um...i think ill go home and get my stuff. i really dont want to chance it.
mmk, bye!
On Pook
Ugh...Pook. (you guys know who i'm talking about right?) dang. i have no idea what to do with him. thing's are lookin hopeless. like, to the point where im thinking about giving up on him.
today i was will my guy friend. (he's bi.) and i was joking around with him and stuff. and sometimes when i'm having too good of a time with a guy friend, it ends up looking like i'm flirting with him. believe me. i've been told. so yeah. i was fighting over a dollar (?) with him, and yeah. he saw. and with guys, i know that if they see a girl they're interested with flirting w/another guy, they get the feeling like they want to give up. and yeah. i saw him STARING. yeah. he was staring. and i felt so bad....i pushed my friend away and i ran. haha...
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Pook, don't take it wrong.
and i wish he was going to military. aww man...i would have loved to have gone with him.
yeah. im playing pokemon. shush up. i love my video games. haha. i have a kingdra. how many people have that? daang, im soo good at this game. >:)
oh yeah. i just want to tell jen don't worry about assnibbler and mangobitch. they're just stupid airheads. Chief will notice that sooner or later. and anyway. he know's he'd never get with either of them.
and lorraine, how bout on wednesday you come over w/jen? maybe? haha. you know my dad welcomes you. that is..cuz you want to hang out and stuff. or we can go to frozoes. w/e i dont care. haha
im gonna go eat. i smell beef in my kitchen. :) yumm...ok. bye!
3 more days till military ball!!!
today i was will my guy friend. (he's bi.) and i was joking around with him and stuff. and sometimes when i'm having too good of a time with a guy friend, it ends up looking like i'm flirting with him. believe me. i've been told. so yeah. i was fighting over a dollar (?) with him, and yeah. he saw. and with guys, i know that if they see a girl they're interested with flirting w/another guy, they get the feeling like they want to give up. and yeah. i saw him STARING. yeah. he was staring. and i felt so bad....i pushed my friend away and i ran. haha...
adsfadsf;askldfja;skldf.
Pook, don't take it wrong.
and i wish he was going to military. aww man...i would have loved to have gone with him.
yeah. im playing pokemon. shush up. i love my video games. haha. i have a kingdra. how many people have that? daang, im soo good at this game. >:)
oh yeah. i just want to tell jen don't worry about assnibbler and mangobitch. they're just stupid airheads. Chief will notice that sooner or later. and anyway. he know's he'd never get with either of them.
and lorraine, how bout on wednesday you come over w/jen? maybe? haha. you know my dad welcomes you. that is..cuz you want to hang out and stuff. or we can go to frozoes. w/e i dont care. haha
im gonna go eat. i smell beef in my kitchen. :) yumm...ok. bye!
3 more days till military ball!!!
On Facebook
...i dont know where to begin.
i guess...
it sorta goes like, i told my friend what i was feeling about greenie on facebook. about how she being wierd to me and i dont feel like going through any bullshit with her. and stuff. but i forgot about the public newsfeed. and i guess she saw. and she's mad. and yeah, i feel bad. but i dont feel like this is my fault. why did she become so wierd around me in the first place? and like, it looks like she dosent even care...
so stupid. i want this to be resolved. my only ride to church is her, and i dont want to ride in the same car as her until we get things resolved. what should i do?
should i risk her?
or should i risk God?
i guess...
it sorta goes like, i told my friend what i was feeling about greenie on facebook. about how she being wierd to me and i dont feel like going through any bullshit with her. and stuff. but i forgot about the public newsfeed. and i guess she saw. and she's mad. and yeah, i feel bad. but i dont feel like this is my fault. why did she become so wierd around me in the first place? and like, it looks like she dosent even care...
so stupid. i want this to be resolved. my only ride to church is her, and i dont want to ride in the same car as her until we get things resolved. what should i do?
should i risk her?
or should i risk God?
SARDINES
wow, so i come home from school today and im REALLY hungry. and i was saving my sardines in tomatoe sauce for a later day. and like, i look for it in the cupboard and its not there! wtf? dang. and ive been saving those too. mmm....sardines are sooo yummy....but i have not idea where the heck my mama put them...so yeah. :( and i have to go out to dinner w/her later. i asked if we could to go chocolate tofu house, but she said no. :( oh well. somewhere cheap then. maybe like sen dai. sen dai's sooo good. i wouldnt mind going there. haha. look at me, im like, going on and on about fooooood....i love food. :)
ok, well my day went like this; i took a nap during the day yesterday so i couldnt go back to sleep later last night. arrghh...so im like, super sleepy right now. and yeah. i woke up and i went to school...blah blah....uhhuh. yep. and that' really all. IT WAS (what do u call him jen? w/e ill look it up later.) but yeah. it was his birthday! happy birthday! dang, for some reason i think that he's younger than me. but nope. he's sixteen. happy birthday ill just say it keith. haha. :)) u really shouldve opened that card during SSR. and jen, that cake was really good. even though i ate one bite and denise ate the other half. LOL. it had a heart in the middle. so cute.
hmm...i really hope i get to go out so sen dai tonite
OMG CAHSEE (sp?) i dont even know how to spell it how am i supposed to pass it? gosh...im not worried about what do u call it...the english part. which is tomorrow. but im more worried about the math part. i mean. i dont even know how to convert a fraction into a decimal. i wouldve asked in class, but i didnt want to look stupid. in case everyone else knew how. im going to skip the whole day doing the test. i dont want to go to my class periods.
i can't wait for military ball!!! sasquatch is going! hooray. haha...yep. that should be fun. i told kirsten to take lots of photoes and videos and post it on the internet. im joking of course. about the internet part. the photo part no im not. haha. if she goes crazy i want her to remember when she's forty. and i love my dress. although i couldve had sooo much more variety w/out all the restrictions. but yeah. and im praticing my heels. lorraine, are u used to heels? i dont know if u wear them alot in dance or not...but yeah. and i gotta say lorraines dress is so cute. it's as cute as a button. jen pointed it out for me to wear but i was like, 'its a cute dress, but it wouldnt look good on me, im too tall.' haha. x)
i completely strayed off topic...yeah. and i came home and now im writing my blog.
omg. so yeah, my brother, he dissected a frog one day. and he kept the head. im not joking. he wrapped it up in a napkin and he brought it home for me and my mom to see. and he kept it. its still in the car. (sorry lorraine. u were sitting next to it but i didnt say then becuase i didnt want to freak you out) i yelled at him to take it out and he started to cry. -.- im sick and tired of talking to him.
yeah. im going to go study for this stupid CAHSEE. hope i pass. *fingers crossed.
ok, well my day went like this; i took a nap during the day yesterday so i couldnt go back to sleep later last night. arrghh...so im like, super sleepy right now. and yeah. i woke up and i went to school...blah blah....uhhuh. yep. and that' really all. IT WAS (what do u call him jen? w/e ill look it up later.) but yeah. it was his birthday! happy birthday! dang, for some reason i think that he's younger than me. but nope. he's sixteen. happy birthday ill just say it keith. haha. :)) u really shouldve opened that card during SSR. and jen, that cake was really good. even though i ate one bite and denise ate the other half. LOL. it had a heart in the middle. so cute.
hmm...i really hope i get to go out so sen dai tonite
OMG CAHSEE (sp?) i dont even know how to spell it how am i supposed to pass it? gosh...im not worried about what do u call it...the english part. which is tomorrow. but im more worried about the math part. i mean. i dont even know how to convert a fraction into a decimal. i wouldve asked in class, but i didnt want to look stupid. in case everyone else knew how. im going to skip the whole day doing the test. i dont want to go to my class periods.
i can't wait for military ball!!! sasquatch is going! hooray. haha...yep. that should be fun. i told kirsten to take lots of photoes and videos and post it on the internet. im joking of course. about the internet part. the photo part no im not. haha. if she goes crazy i want her to remember when she's forty. and i love my dress. although i couldve had sooo much more variety w/out all the restrictions. but yeah. and im praticing my heels. lorraine, are u used to heels? i dont know if u wear them alot in dance or not...but yeah. and i gotta say lorraines dress is so cute. it's as cute as a button. jen pointed it out for me to wear but i was like, 'its a cute dress, but it wouldnt look good on me, im too tall.' haha. x)
i completely strayed off topic...yeah. and i came home and now im writing my blog.
omg. so yeah, my brother, he dissected a frog one day. and he kept the head. im not joking. he wrapped it up in a napkin and he brought it home for me and my mom to see. and he kept it. its still in the car. (sorry lorraine. u were sitting next to it but i didnt say then becuase i didnt want to freak you out) i yelled at him to take it out and he started to cry. -.- im sick and tired of talking to him.
yeah. im going to go study for this stupid CAHSEE. hope i pass. *fingers crossed.
On Life
Well. To begin with I'm doing this blog for Lorraine and Jennifer mostely. Only they read this, right? But they dont have to listen to all the stuff i write all the time. It'll probably be boring. My life is dull now. haha. What can i expect out of life? Right now I'm looking for true friends you could say. And right now I can only say i only have one. But sometimes she makes me feel quesy. If you know what I mean. (You probably don't) I have alot of close friends though, and it makes me happy to have them. They truely brighten my day. :)
Ok. Last night was horrible. It was so scary last night....I watched the part of Grudge 3 you see...and I can't take in horror movies that good. x) Jen and Lorraine, you guys know. So yeah. I was in bed, 2 in the morning, and i hear groaning noises all around me. My heart was lieterally beating out of my chest...but in the midst of it, all I could think of was, "I'm so hungry right now'. And I was. I'm having a problem about food. Like, I'm eating so much. I eat lunch at school, then I come home and I eat like, two bowls of ramen and them I snack on whatever and then I eat dinner. And I'm still hungry dammit. And I'm gaining weight ): but not that much. I need it though. I'm sick of being called anorexic. I told my mom and she wants me to go to the hospital.
I have this sorta crush on this guy, and I think this is the best place to talk about it, I think. I'll call him Pook. So cute like him. x) How many people know? Only three. Jen Lorraine and Smore. mmmhm. Ok. Well. I only tell these people things like this cuz they can keep a secret. Unlike my other good friend. (he's korean. we'll call him 'the woman') can u guess who he is? i bet you can. I don't know. It's at the point when I really do like him, but what can I do? It's so awkward to hang with him, not talk to him. And then when I see him with other girls, I get angry. I like to talk to him in AIM though. Every time we IM, he always starts with, 'I miss you so much right now. I haven't talked to you in forever'. I'm just like, 'awww'.
Jennifer wow. haha, Ok....umm, let's hope your mom won't really confront my mom, cuz my mom will just start bitching all over again. and then she'll probably not want me to hang with you even more. i know this sounds wrong, but i would love to see someone actually yell some sense into her, but i dont want her to get hurt at the same time. she cried one time becuase someone flipped her off when she was driving. It's ok though. don't feel bad. I'm not freaking out over it.
I'm so sad. I used to have a BFF her name was (lets call her 'greenie') can you guess? she's chinese and used to be like my sister. her name sounds like her nickname. but yeah, she really hurt me. Like, seriously, we were SISTERS. she even said one time, 'you're my sister in christ and my sister that i've always wanted'. (she has two older brothers who're twins) and then school comes around sophmore year and the all of a sudden, she's all awkward around me and i introduce her to one of my friends and all of a sudden she bonds with her so well and dosent even talk to me. what the fuc-? I havent told anyone this. actually, ive told the woman. I tell him everything. haha. I dont know. and yeah, my parents are overwhelming sometimes with thier strictness. but they're chinese, what i can i say? :)
haha, i aimed to write as much as jen but i cant. x) and yep. Lorraine! haha, thanks for showing my blogger. I'll try to be like you and write every day if i can...
I'm going to go eat now. bye. :)
Ok. Last night was horrible. It was so scary last night....I watched the part of Grudge 3 you see...and I can't take in horror movies that good. x) Jen and Lorraine, you guys know. So yeah. I was in bed, 2 in the morning, and i hear groaning noises all around me. My heart was lieterally beating out of my chest...but in the midst of it, all I could think of was, "I'm so hungry right now'. And I was. I'm having a problem about food. Like, I'm eating so much. I eat lunch at school, then I come home and I eat like, two bowls of ramen and them I snack on whatever and then I eat dinner. And I'm still hungry dammit. And I'm gaining weight ): but not that much. I need it though. I'm sick of being called anorexic. I told my mom and she wants me to go to the hospital.
I have this sorta crush on this guy, and I think this is the best place to talk about it, I think. I'll call him Pook. So cute like him. x) How many people know? Only three. Jen Lorraine and Smore. mmmhm. Ok. Well. I only tell these people things like this cuz they can keep a secret. Unlike my other good friend. (he's korean. we'll call him 'the woman') can u guess who he is? i bet you can. I don't know. It's at the point when I really do like him, but what can I do? It's so awkward to hang with him, not talk to him. And then when I see him with other girls, I get angry. I like to talk to him in AIM though. Every time we IM, he always starts with, 'I miss you so much right now. I haven't talked to you in forever'. I'm just like, 'awww'.
Jennifer wow. haha, Ok....umm, let's hope your mom won't really confront my mom, cuz my mom will just start bitching all over again. and then she'll probably not want me to hang with you even more. i know this sounds wrong, but i would love to see someone actually yell some sense into her, but i dont want her to get hurt at the same time. she cried one time becuase someone flipped her off when she was driving. It's ok though. don't feel bad. I'm not freaking out over it.
I'm so sad. I used to have a BFF her name was (lets call her 'greenie') can you guess? she's chinese and used to be like my sister. her name sounds like her nickname. but yeah, she really hurt me. Like, seriously, we were SISTERS. she even said one time, 'you're my sister in christ and my sister that i've always wanted'. (she has two older brothers who're twins) and then school comes around sophmore year and the all of a sudden, she's all awkward around me and i introduce her to one of my friends and all of a sudden she bonds with her so well and dosent even talk to me. what the fuc-? I havent told anyone this. actually, ive told the woman. I tell him everything. haha. I dont know. and yeah, my parents are overwhelming sometimes with thier strictness. but they're chinese, what i can i say? :)
haha, i aimed to write as much as jen but i cant. x) and yep. Lorraine! haha, thanks for showing my blogger. I'll try to be like you and write every day if i can...
I'm going to go eat now. bye. :)
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