09.11.09

listening to: Heartbreaker, G-Dragon.

today is 9/ll. i felt like it was kinda messed up how no one commemorated it. not even on the school announcements. not even at the football game. wth? idk. i'll commemorate them on my own though.

so my days start out with zero period PE. and i suck at the sport i play, volleyball. MY GOD. i can't do ANYTHING in this sport. i cant serve, set, bump, or attack. i keep hoping, 'maybe im a server, maybe im a setter' but im never anything. i dont get it! i can play any other sport. rugball, tennis, badminton, soccer, softball, at least a little. but this i can do at all. how frustrating. >:O and today ms. osborn made me stay after and hit a bunch of other balls and then mad becuase i couldnt set even one ball right, made me run around the gym and pick up all the balls. not my fault i suck. lol. ahhh well. im screwed fml. im garunteed a no A in this class. i need to up my game. :O but i cant if im just not made for this sport. ahaha. why is this sport so damn hard?

the football game tonight was fun. i was late for the warming up though, i had to sprint to the top of the hill to get there in time. and the score/time board broke, so we had to guess what time we had to get down to the field. -___- that was fun. i thought i was going to get hit a football and get killed. the ends of those things are pointy, you know... and there were these green bugs flying around everywhere. they were pretty! but HUGE! omg! like a green glowing beetle with wings! a new species! ahahaha. then bleacher time was fun. lots of fun where i sit. ahaha. and dang! so many birthdays in september in band. coralee's was today. vanessa's was yesterday. and vicky's is on sunday. jennifer's on the 27. gaaaah, we're going birthday crazy. it was like a baby boom meant to happen.
anyway, tomorrow is an eight hour practice. 8_8 i pray ill survive. or not faint. its funny, me and kirsten always have our sick days on the same day. so maybe ill have company. ahaha. but yeah, getting a ride from keith, thank god, im saved! hallelujah! i dont like troubling my parents for rides. or money any more. i feel bad. like they could use this stuff for so much better things. :l
im beat. i think ill sleep. that kinda rhymes! hehe, awesome. today was epic, even though i didnt really enjoy it. are things like that possible? :l