10.18.09

listening to: the song stuck in my head.

third place in our division last night!!! woooo :) we're improving so much, it's a good feeling.

last night at indi was really really fun. it also got so many people so much stress of thier minds. until we got back, that is..
ghost hunting! lol, apparently some guy names george fell off his ladder at the theater? so...theater haunting=HAVE to check it out. it was creepy. there was this light on the wall that kept on turning on and off, turning red and yellow and flickering all by itself. me and ging were so freaked out by it. almost ran back. but didn't know the way back that school is huge. -____-
before that we were watching the other bands perform. the best EVER was saratoga. we were all watching actually. not chatting. it had us transfixed. like cats are to birds. ahaha. and poor ging didnt have her glasses. :l youtube ging! hella funny when the little fairy people starting worshiping the tree though. best part. :D

oh well, it's junior year. drama overload. i guess there really was no way to avoid it. let's just do what we agreed to do, agreed? finally? :l

10.14.09

listening to: nothing


i think from now on im going to write my really personal blogs on wordpress from now on. partly becuase my deep feelings are mostly bitchy and will only end up causing drama and pissing people off. but i need to write it down somewhere. and frankly, no matter how much i try to talk to people about these feelings, noone listens. this is as deep as this last blog is going to get. you know. is there something wrong with me? i must be a defected being on earth. what's wrong with me? why do i feel this way towards everyone? makes me want to kill myself. im so horrible.

wonder why i havent blogged in awhile? things like this crap start to pour out of my mouth.

second, i want to use wordpress becuase i can lock my blogs. i want only certain people to read them. ive learned to appreciate privacy more.

this blog is all fun and games. wordpress is a different story.

not taht im expecting you to care.

10.12.09

listening to: Fire, 2NE1. (on silent though)


haha, geez, you crack me up:

G (9:32:56 PM): he better be rich lol
A (9:33:04 PM): he doesnt have to be rich
A (9:33:05 PM): just mature
A (9:33:06 PM): :]
G (9:33:09 PM): lol
G (9:33:19 PM): i want a rich guy
A (9:33:22 PM): OK THEN


there was another thing that was SOO funny. not many things can make me laugh over AIM. :) but these two strongly dislike each other, so for respect to both of them, i shall save that for another time.


band performance= UHHHH. can do so much better. but it's the beginning of the season, right? :) i really really really want to add in some visuals though...those are fun. you can't really see the shoulder flick though. :l i thought that one was cool. GO ALTOS. :D

10.05.09

listening to: Barnacle Goose, Born Ruffians

whoooo it's getting cold over here! yesss i love the cold. i love to snuggle into my blankets where its really warm while it's so cold outside. sometimes i just put my hand to the window and let it sit there while i sleep. compare and contrast baby compare and contrast. :p except i dislike tehg etting up part. then i get super cold and uncomfortable. ehhh..

anyway, I FINALLY SERVED A BALL OVER THE NET! proud of me? maggie? hmmm? hehe, scored a point taht way becuase noone was expecting me to get it over. anyway, i officially lost my black vans. darn...i was trying to break them in, too. i hate it when shoes look too new, too perfect. so i like to wear them down. but i lost them. :( so sad. so now i have no closed toed shoes, besides flats. but flats are ugly. so...my feet are freezing.
today...today was ok. a good practice, everyone was being more serious. i had to leave early for SAT prep though. i actually like that class. i learned a lot about the SAT and math really quick. and the teacher is cool, too. gave me free kit kat bars. :p i never see those around any more...i dont know his name though. fail. ahaha. i know his email address though. :D sooo i learned alll about this math stuff, then he gave me a practice test. didn't know any of it. :l
got back home around 8. sooo tired...still ahve math and physics and american lit. to do. i dont feel like it. so instead i blog. ahahaha. ehhh nothign to write about...


i think, when i grow up, im going to have a pet. for my children. so they can get used to the idea of things dying in their lives. :D


a.k.a--i want a pet hedgehog. so cutee.


@maggie: harvard is so much betterrr. LOL. the SAT teacher asked me if i wanted to go to harvard. took me awhile to figure out i was wearing a harvard sweatshirt. fail.

10.04.09

listening to: nothing.

did i miss something? it seems whenever i skip out on something, SOMETHING happens. something new happens taht manages to piss someone off, or piss everyone off. there's no saftey anymore. it's all free reign.

just got back from sacramento visting yingying. didn't really do anything. had a nice dinner, ate a bunch of mooncake. i was super bored, so i made so many friends. they're all sooo cute! and they came out really nice. :) on sunday, i woke up at 10, which is an all time record for me, i never wake up that late. and then Uncle Ed and EJ came over. i looked like shit, i rolled out of bed. my hair was sticking up and i had on sweats. ahaha. i dont like looking like crap in front of my cousins, especially EJ and Darryl becuase they always dress nice. so i ran in the bathroom and got dressed real quick. EJ mowed the lawn for yingying and me and everyone else just ate breakfast...then we packed up and came home and im back! it feels sooo good to be back. sacramento smells like old city and is at least 10 degrees hotter over there than here in milpitas. milpitas is like breathing fresh air. even though the air is dump air. :p

i'm really bummed i had to miss out on kikay's 16th halloween birthday party. :l i was really looking foward to that...but i had mooncake to go to. *sigh. i hope everyone had fun. i had nothign to wear to the party anyway. ahahaha.

uhhh...nothing relaly to talk about. eh. yingying still thinks my name's suzy. :l awww...oh well. don't have the heart to tell her it's allyson. x) i think she prefers suzy.

happy anniversary mom and dad! let's go out to a fancy yummy resturaunt today to make me full and happy. :D

10.01.09

listening to: Daylight, Matt&Kim

geez, it's like God doesn't want me to have a pair of stupid flip-flops. ive spent over a week trying to find a pair. cant find one. either not my size, something i would NEVER wear, bright pink...30 bucks...something is always wrong and i can't buy it. bleeehhh... :p
also tried to find converse. didn't ahve any in my size. wow. i think i have to resort to buying my stuff offline. this is rediculous.

anywayy...i feel asleep in 1st period today. my teacher was reading a novel to us, and i fell asleep holding my book. good thing he didn't catch me. i was out for like, 10 minutes. slept my whole way through SSR too. i almost drooled on my desk. D: lol, that's so gross. xD i told my daddy and he said to get more sleep. i can't. i have too much hwk. :( i want to though. and SAT prep is coming up. im going to be getting home around 8, and i do like 4+ hours of hwk per day. this is going to suck.
nothing much to say really...just really bored. i havent been to a mall for a couple of months now. yaaay, i get to go shopping with my long lost shopping buddy anna bannana. :D i miss her. santana roooow!!! whoooooooo

im sleepy. nothing to say. i want to go paintballing. it looks fun. or go shooting. i want to shoot something.




i love your speech wilson!