12.31.09

listening to: You Make My Dreams, Hall & Oates

oh my last day of the year! well this year has flown by. mmm..not really. ups and downs highs and lows the good and the bad i loved it all. looking back on this year there are a few things i could say i regret. but i wouldnt change it. i learned from everything and it changed me.
taking what i got from this year im going to make a change this year. some things can go. :) i cant wait for tomorrow. January 1, 2010 is the start of the new year and im pretty damn excited. a whole new beginning.










resolutions? i got a few.

12.30.09

listening to: For Muzik, 4Minute

Boy meets Girl.
Boy falls in love.
Girl doesn't.

wow the new year is almost here. 2010 is just over the horizon. you know what else is? finals. graahhh i cant stand this. its like an icy-hot patch the break is so chill and cool but at the same time it burns with anticipation. D: i have not started my work.
Axell's birthday was yesterday. happy birthday Axell! again. happy 17th. just a chill time in his house. Erik and DeAlarik showed us the website peteranswers.com. that is one trippy website. scared us so bad. he could answer out questions like 'where are you?' 'who's standing next to me?' and he would always be right. its haunted i swear. it was a good night. it was the first time in a long time i was able to let loose and just have fun and be myself. Axell is right. the party is better when those who are irriating and fake arent there. before peteranswers we were listening to korean and wicked music online. haha defying gravity is my favorite song. havent listened to it? listen its beautiful. haha.

loose train of thought. i really wonder where this is going. you got me waiting by the phone all day.

12.22.09

listening to: Sleepyhead, Passion Pit

soooo. went shopping with anna banana today. valleyfair and santana row. i swear that's our place. whenever we hang out its always there or at her or my house. hahaha. mission find family's christmas gifts and buy them accomplished! this is the first time ever that i felt like my family will actually like the gifts. and they better. i spent such a long time hunting them down. so me and anna spent the whole day hopping around shop to shop. santana row is the best. and valleyfair has so many hidden nooks and crannies. my legs will be very sore tomorrow. santana row is one unbelievably expensive place though. replay scene: walk into store,"how much is this tie?" lady,"200 dollars." i walk out and never go back there. HOLY COW. hahaha. no thanks. shoot. wth its just a tie. is that silk gold of something? ridiculous.
tomorrow is jennifer's christmas house party. sure to be lots of fun jennifer knows fun. im just a little dissapointed one person cant go. i wish he would go. oh well he will be there in spirit. haha. tried looking for a shirtless taylor lautner poster for the white elephant game. but all of them were out. there are some crazy obsessive fangirls out there. i was like holy crap are you kidding me? three whole boxes. all gone. *sigh i have no idea what to bring tomorrow.

music. my genre of music is leaning more toward electronic-ish. im not a fan of the poppy high voices screeching anymore. ugh. hahaha. something unique and new. its not my favorite genre and i get that feeling that i dont want to like it. you know? i find myself listening to more and more electronic feel and it sounds nice. but ugh i dont want to!!

12.12.09

playlist:
-Friend, TOP & Taeyang
-Again & Again, 2PM
-She Was Mine, AJ Rafael
-Fuck You, Lily Allen

rainy days are the best. mainly becuase there are so many rare opportunites hiding in the rain drops. how many days a year can you dance in the rain and jump puddles. my favorite past times. and they're only seasonal. i dont mind getting sick. actually, i fucking hate it when im the middle of being sick. but after it's done i look back and say, 'that was fun'. i wish December was yearly. haaaaa anyway. hows life doo daa doo happy wilson i blogged. ahahaha. not much to blog about my life is grey like the jacket im wearing.
christmas is near and i have no presents for anyone. except for my mom. i bought her some $10 tea. tea. i look back and im like, 'wtf what was i thinking?' its some fancy flower tea that blooms when you pour the water on it. i wanted to get her a glass teapot so she could see it bloom when she put it in, but it cost $300 HAHAHA i think not. she can enjoy it in a mug.
that's it. and i only have $40 in my wallet idk how the hell im going to pull this off. and i stopped shoplifting years ago. id feel bad if my sticky fingers came back. hahaha. anyway, time to go to sendai with my mom yum. havent had that in ages. ill blog soon.


i want to learn how to speak and write korean.

12.10.09

listening to: fireflies, owl city

you're such a cock blocker, you know? get the fuck out of my face. hypocrite.