march 26th

yeah, today was well...kinda boring. just blehhh. haha. i dont know. a bunch of my friends where gone becuase of jazz band, and it was so empty and quiet without them. it was so boring. i had keith, kirsten, lorraine, and maggie, but it was still so quiet. lorraine was playing the ds, and kirsten was playing piano, and keith's keith. so i just stuck to maggie like another arm. haha. yeah...today was like, 3 different people's birthday's so there was balloon's everywhere. happy birthday erica, brandon, and courtney! haha. yeah. fun fun. i got to carry erica's cake. it was star shaped with lots (tons) of strawberries on top of it. yum. i stole a strawberry. lol! but yeah...that was really all. band was boring. just sad around. oh! sarah gave me a bunch of chines songs. so i have a bunch more songs. so im occupied. but it like, jacked up my ipod. so i have to fix it now. arghh...
hm....well. yeah. i know i talk about him all the time, so you dont have to read this part. sorry. but lorraine's right. this is a place where i should feel comfortable sharing my feelings. so yeah. im going to spill them. :) so yeah...its gotten to the point where i make friends stand near the table and watch to make sure no girls come around him. i mean, its not like im going to do anything about it, but still, i want to know. haha. obssesive, i know. god. i dont know. it making me mad that now that he has a fasion sense, everyone's trying to get him. he face looks exactly the same! and he acts the same, too. so why??? stay away from him....i mean I'M the one who practically dressed him. i made him pick out those clothes. and he listened to me. darn. i should have never had told him. now he knows how to wear them. and looks so good in them. haha. x) urgh...and perry found out. how? why?! why perry? dammit. ugh...yeah. i wish he sould sign on aim. but he never does. why? did he change his sn? i doubt it. he would have imed me. urgh...im so close to admitting that i will never get him and give up. why is this so hard? :(
but yeah. that was my day. he didnt walk with any girls. :) ooh, yeah. poor nelson was sick. get better! ok. homework. goodnight. hope you feel better lorraine!