april 7

im going to try to make this short and sweet becuase i have about 15 minutes left on the internet.
today was an ehhh day. i thought it would be sunny today. it wasnt. i chose a bad day to wear a thin white t-shirt. it rained today. now it's sunny. but it's like, 5:41 and school's been over for almost 2 hours now. hmm...i did have a jacket but it wasnt mines. i stole it from anna. x) she got annoyed with me. oh well. yeah...i dont get it. everyone has gotten thier class schedules for next year but i havent. :( i want to pick my coures now. so far i have all the primary courses picked out except for AP US history (me & lorraine!) and band...and im thinking about doing 0 period P.E. next year. and i might do a summer course on some type of science course so i can skip it during the school year. i want to do physics. hm...i guess that might leave an opening for me next year. i might fill it up with P.E.
and yeah. my day was wet and cold. i used to love rainy days when i was little. but now i hate it. it makes me feel clammy and sticky all day. ew...hm..yeah.
recently i feel like im losing alot of friends. like, the woman, and his friends all seem to be giving me the cold shoulder recently. i dont know why. i just try to talk to them like normal, but it's kinda hard now. right now i feel like my friendship is lying with the sax's and lorraine and jen and kirsten and them. but i feel like thatt friendship could break anytime if i dont keep putting an extreme effort to fit in with them. like im on the outskirts of the circle. frankly, i dont really know where i belong right now. but i still have a few really good friends and a bestfriend so its ok right now. :)
seabiscut. (sp?) i changed his name from Pook to seabiscut, ok? well. i didnt. kenny did. i think it's the perfect codename. lol. hm...well. today he wore yellow. it looks good on him. haha. yeah...i saw him walking around with another girl. ill tell u who it is in person lorraine. but yeah. i dont think he likes her. she's on the same swim team with him and the swim team is realllly close. like, even after the swim season they still go out and do stuff together like go to the movies. mmhmm. so yeah. they could just be friends. i dont know. im still crazy for him...but not as much as you could say. yeah.
jen was sad today and i dont know why. :( i hope she feels better! and i wish she would get her internet back soon. lol.
tomorrow im going with lorraine to get her hair cut and eat tung kee noodle. yummm that place is the bombbb. its like, so cheap but its sooo good. and warm. and tasty. i feel like animal muscle stew.. :P everyone think's it sounds gross but its not. its yummy. and nao num? noone's heard of it? hm...
yeah, my day was boring. its going to get more boring. i have alot of homework. bye, gotta work.