april 24

im not mad. but...im scared. why does this have to happen the day its supposed to be? its like...everything came at me this day. first my dad wanted me to not go out becuase my brother's birthday is comming up. but i got out of that one. then my mom said that i had to visit oakland. i got out of that one. but now...jen's mom and dad & stuff. i dont know if we're going to be able to get out of this one. im not mad. im scared. what if i have to tell him its canceled? what's going to happen then?