may 1

listening too: Lollipop By: 2NE1 ft.Big Bang

hope all of you are having fun dancing in the rain at music in the parks. ;) i got to stay home a blog. anyway. today was ok...until the end of the day for various and small reasons. anyway. like i said. the rest of the day was warmth and sunshine. mostely. like any other day. went through the periods like nothing. im scared for our school though. swine flu hit a private school in milpitas, and now rancho is going to close down soon. :( i dont want the flu. i JUST got over a cold. haha. but yeah. i really feel like everyone is overreacting with this swine flu. its just like a flu. no big deal. yeah, it's true you can't cure it, but just like the flu, at some time or other it'll just get out of ur system. and NOONE's died from it in America yet. it's happened in mexico becuase it's so dirty in mexico and there's not sterilization. so no big. dont worry.

jennifer. :( im sorry you heard what you heard during band camp. i feel really bad about that. but i had no friends in band i felt like you left me. well, i had tim and julia. but they had they're own group. which i felt like i didnt belong either. i mean. part of the reason why i joined band again was for you. you just had your friends and i had none. i was being a little lonely brat who couldnt handle being alone for one minute. so yeah. sorry you had to find out about that.

lorraine! congradulations! i know you've been waiting for this day i.e: the countdown. haha.

so the update on seabiscuit:
well, i was trying to tell jennifer, but for some reason i didnt tell her, lol. but yeah. during lunch i was stuck near his table and talking to my friend...hm....nickname...Star. becuase her name reminds me of the solar system. anyway. i was near his table and talking to Star, and then while i was talking to her, i see Seabiscuit with his friend Angel, jen, you've met him, come near me. and Angel's like, 'go talk to her! go! go talk to her!' and i see Seabiscuit being dragged by him. and then, Seabiscuit looks at me, and he's like, 'Um...Hi.' and i just said 'Hi' becuase what else to say? i wanted to say 'why didnt you pick up your phone' because i was trying to call him yesterday, but he ran away too fast. :( uhhuh. idk what to make from that. hm..
oh. i found out he WAS interested in a girl. her name was....ill tell you in person. if you want to know. ask me if you do. but yeah. she's a senior. and she's interested in someone else. and she doesn't like him, i know that for sure becuase another girl on the swim team told me. and idk if he even liked her. the swim girl said, 'he was going for her'. so yeah...but. idk about what happened today. :(

i want a hair cut! im thinking of cutting my hair into a boy's cut soon. kapeesh?

ok. im happy jen blogged again. and about the drama...yeah. i want it to be over soon. but as long as we stay neutral about this, thing's will be ok. bye!