01.02.10

listening to: Dancing Shoes, AJ

finally finally finally started on homework! phew. got APUSH and chinese and band done. all that's not done is precal. i strongly dislike precal. i think it can wait until tomorrow. :D
so yesterday i went to watch Sherlock Holmes with Maggie, Albert, Jessica, Darren and Wilson Cheah. that is a good movie. cracked me up i thought it was hilarious. some parts were scary i had to look away. but overall it was a really good movie. Robert Downy Jr. i have to say for an old guy looks pretty good. after Sherlock Holmes we all went over to Chilis to eat. me and Maggie carpooled with Jessica and raced Darren and Wilson even though they didnt know we were racing... and when we got there Alan Hsu and Alex Tu came and joined us. dinner was fun. i witnessed the sugar packet game for the first time. that is the most disgusting game ever. how can people play that game i would choke and die. unless it were salt. :D i didnt order anything i wasnt hungry. inside i felt bad. worried and anxious and if i ate anything i was sure i was going to throw up. so i kept my head down and chugged a coca-cola.
i gave Maggie a ride home and when i came back the mahjong party was still in full swing so i locked myself in my room and called up Jennifer. we talked for awhile about some serious stuff and i came to the serious and fatal conclusion. dun-dun-dun. if its a no...then how low could a person get you know? if its a no, its your own damn fault our friendship is over. im tired of being used and dropped like an old worn out toy. how many times do i have to go through this. god dammit.

today is my grandma's birthday. happy birthday pa-pa! i love you! going to a restuarant with my relatives to celebrate. ive been going out so much this week to eat i think im going to gain weight. xD whooo im a fatty. feels good to eat a lot though. i need a stress reliever. :)